Sing when you’re winning, you only sing….
Yeah I’m in like a $2k downswing and it’s really not nice, I’m pretty much break even over the last couple of weeks which is almost more frustrating than losing. On top of this while changing jobs I went like 6/7 weeks without a pay packet, so basically cained it on my bankroll and blew like $3k or $4k on living like a lord with a bottomless wallet and an endless requirement for getting wasted. (So much for my new healthy lifestyle with the new job!). So I’m now sat here trying to work out how I won all that money playing cards, and how I can do it all again. Bugger. Between August and October my withdrawals from my Pokerstars account equal just over $9k…. !!!! WTF! What. Have. I. Been. Doing. ?!?! Ermm probably best if I don’t answer that.
So now what? Well I dropped down levels and started paying attention, I’ve stopped "craving" the big score, because it doesn’t work, I win big when I play comfortable, and I’m gonna relax with my game. I’ve reviewed some of my games and I’ve basically been pushing the big red "implode" button way too hard in my games, if I spot a 0.05% edge I’m all-in… yeah the maths work, but it’s a grim way to play.
Ermm anyways.. not really sure what this post is about, just wanted to update folks on where I am. I’m still here, my bankroll got raped by…. me. And I’m gonna start playing properly again soon.
